Monday, 12 August 2019

Jaantay ho Kaun hai Turbat?

881,913 square km of land constitutes Pakistan, out of which 44% is demarcated within the province of Baluchistan. With my educational travels to outskirts of Punjab and the hill station schools in the adventurous mountains of Gilgit Baltistan, I often boast I have experienced sprinkles of education across Pakistan. When advert for workshop in Turbat appeared on Facebook, I googled and was surprised at my ignorance that it is the second biggest city in Baluchistan housing an international airport. Opportunity to volunteer for the camp excited me to explore the unfamiliar terrain, experience an infamously labeled province and decrease some % of personal ignorance.

When 46 degrees does not limit your excitement, it is the desire to walk the unfamiliar territory and thrill of meeting some students somewhere that becomes the source of joy and enthusiasm. A traditional beginning it was; amphi seating - girls on one side, boys on the other - chief guests in the front, words of appreciation and so on. The fun started the guests made their way out and the word 'fear' was thrown in the air. Initial hesitant responses soon converted into courageous and bold expressions by boys and girls alike: 'zamanay se dar lagta hai, ghar waley naraz hotay hain, khud se dar lagta hai', and experiences of day to day struggle started pouring in, receiving permission for the summer camp, included. At the same time we observed a pattern - after every 5 - 6 expressions of fear came a bold response that the panacea to the fears lie in 'self-belief, self-motivation, faith and personal courage'. Those interjections altered the energy in the room. 

We the facilitators from rather privileged backgrounds were amazed to see how conscious these students are. when day to day acts of waking up without electricity, struggling to reach school, accessing fuel, water and food due to security concerns, and connecting with the larger world through internet becomes a struggle and a stimulus to act courageously, children grow  far too soon, and traditional pen and paper educational systems hardly keep up the pace. As one participant shared her experience, given that females completing middle school is a privilege, imagining a participant resisting her parents' decision to pursue arts instead of medicine is tantamount to bringing a revolt in the system. 

Now we felt somewhere confident where to begin from, and the next three days of 'design thinking' were driven by their raw experiences and our desire to weave them piece by piece into an unfamiliar cloth of connection. We had three guiding principles from the Acumen journey - 'stay present', 'step into the discomfort' and 'trust the process', along with our host co-facilitator - former Acumen Fellow, Granaz Baloch. She is a fearless mentor for students who intervened intermittently with inspiring narration in Baluchi. The power of mother tongue was profoundly evident when she spoke; unfortunately most students in Pakistan are bereft of the space to express and experience learning in the language they best understand. 

Granaz allowed us to make the learning space co-educational. A completely unfamiliar experience for the students, we learnt. From the amphi seats we moved on to the floor, where students gathered in a non-chaotic yet in-orderly seating arrangement of 4 and 5 together. The students came from 10 different schools across grade 8, 9 and 10, both public and private, along with selected fellows who represented the diverse departments of Turbat University. All with mixed bag of experiences shared common systemic challenges, and those were used as pretext to walk through the different stages of design thinking. Water, transport, health, education and sports were contextualized by their personal encounters, which in mix gender groups were identified as alive systems with numerous individual and institutional stakeholders, and their respective roles. Inevitably students found themselves and their community one among the stakeholders, and thus a contributing factor with an agency to act. Many stereotypes also surfaced, especially towards the opposite gender - 'nahin socha tha larkay bhi kuch serious sochtay hain'. It was heartwarming to know that students found this space safe enough to share their misconceptions and allow themselves to be vulnerable.

In the process we shared many delightful moments; making stories, role playing situations, discovering actors and singers among the participants, allowing our bodies to move with balloons, and bursting them bidding farewell to at-least one fear for today. In four days strange faces became familiar friends, and bond of laughter, cry and care was born. Realization resurfaced that a 'no-go area' is only one where heart was not at the driving seat. Once the self-created perception of the 'other' is broken, a beautiful 'us' takes birth. Thus we have an 'Ask'! Children across the unfamiliar terrains are awaiting such encounters. Crawl if not walk, as Martin Luther says, but step towards and not away from these distances.           

Sunday, 16 June 2019

Unsettling Or Settling - Day 3 Journal

25 April 2019; Acumen Seminar 2 in the Hills of Murree 

Buhat socha buhat samjha

Kuch us ka qisa
Kuch apna qisa

Khayal kayi uljhanein kayi
Suljhanay ko kahaniyan kayi

Sulajh na paye ek bhi
Shayad suljhana inhein hai hi nahi

Sawal kayi jawab kayi
Khubsoorat khayal kayi

Hawaoon ki tarhan inhein udnay do
Suraj ki tarhan inhein jalnay do

In ke beech kya mehsoos karte ho
Un ehsasat ko ubharnay do

Woh khamosh thay ab tak
In kison ke peechay

Shayad un ko ubharnay ki jaga dena
Bhi hai ek naye kissay ko dawat dena